i was almost an abortion

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

That's What Friends Are For





 friend?
A friend is someone you love and who loves you, someone you respect and who respects you, someone whom you trust and who trusts you. A friend is honest and makes you want to be honest, too. A friend is loyal. A friend help you when you need him most.





i've cried a lot
the last few years,
it's just been hard
to hide my fears.
and every time
thought i'd be fine,
but instead it all got
intertwined
with the little things
that just got bigger
around the base
to the tips of fingers
my forehead sweats
my nerves generate
electricity flows through me
as i persperate. 
simply amazed,
don't know how to feel,
i just keep thinking
this can't be real...
hows it possible
to have such bad luck?
over and over
in the middle i'm stuck.
don't matter how far i reach
what hills i climb
what battles i overcome,
how hard i try,
what i've accomplished
can't be denied.
can't i get one chance
to rectify? 
begin again,
teach myself to fly?
somewhere soon
i hope, i pray,
that this will maybe be the day.
i can't go on
i can't keep fighting,
i'm a fighter who
is out of lightning,
i've thrown my punches
but i got knocked down
again and again
till i hit the ground.
so now it;s time
for me to rise
i feel something burning
deep down  inside
and what it is
will justify
cause who i am
can't be denied
any longer,
never again,
this time is my time
till my time's end.
from this moment on
forever more
i'll show you what
i was put on this earth for.
don't let the past
ever interfere
with who i am
deep inside, here.
we all make mistakes
some big, some small,
we all need a hand,
to get through it all.
no one is perfect,
not even you
look in the mirror,
you know it's true...
so please forgive me
for all those times
you thought that i
was a bit unkind,
you'll see that clearly
in the end,
i was the one
you could have called a friend.




 friend?
A friend is someone you love and who loves you, someone you respect and who respects you, someone whom you trust and who trusts you. A friend is honest and makes you want to be honest, too. A friend is loyal. A friend help you when you need him most.



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